I spend so much time thinking about it and I decided to model my internet life and my website as a massive memorial. I want you to be able to remember what kind of person I was when you read these posts. I am meek. I am nervous. I am trying.
Am I an artist anymore? This is where my mind is at. It’s March 2nd, 2019. I’ve been pushing myself to prioritize making art, for my own mental health. To come to terms with the rapid evolution of my life into a married mother. Trying to find out where Camille sits after all of these … Continue reading Art Vs Artist
The whirring of course is my laptop, and it will stop because I’m turning it off. Closing it all down and stopping work at 62% of full-time employment. I tried to compile all of the reasons why I wanted to do this in a neat little list, but it was all over the place. After … Continue reading The whirring stops at half past three
You can go to their social media accounts and see a human and his respective data frozen in time. Whatever situation or mood they were in when that last post was made is how they will be remembered forever in the digital world.
Central Florida Artist returning to a blog after a six month hiatus
In this pretty art room, watching my cat roll around in a mess of off-white blankets and listening to Vashti Bunyan sing about feeling shy and I am looking back on the last 2 days, and the last 3 months that led to it. I learned a lot of lessons, I think we all did. … Continue reading figuring out emotions
I was talking to venus as a boy as I have been a lot lately and I’m really fascinated by him. His curiosity and enthusiasm and faith in himself and everyone and the entire world. Dark eyes dark hurt guttural screams feral thoughts perpetual smiles and unparalleled joy. I’m sitting here wondering to myself, “are … Continue reading God is Mathematics
This is an excerpt on my status in life as of right now in conjunction with it’s ever evolving nature. I’m painting less, and trying to be domesticated. It’s pathetic and fascinating.
I brewed such a big pot of coffee only to find out that there is no milk or creamer but that seems to be the way of the world, isn’t it? I’m here again at my home away from home and I was instinctively drawn to my keyboard and my blog and I just thought … Continue reading how do you paint the sea foam?