Like a slap in the face

October 4, 2020.Reading time 5 minutes.

(personal rant) It is always an interesting thing when the victim advocate is a.. victimizer. When someone uses wealth and status and power to collect people as “friends” that can be abused and gaslight later and called “ungrateful’ for all the help you needed but never asked for. If you have money, if you want […]

Trigger Warning

September 21, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

I’m bleeding out of my face. Picking at my thumbs in a fit of almost unprecedented anxiety. My eyes are dry, my throat is dry, I’m a little bit high. Everything is fine so far for us I guess. I’ve been thinking about divine purpose and trying to minimize and share more and love my […]

Late night / Early morning

September 10, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

I made it. 31. I feel confident, for a change. The first time? Up for debate. I feel comfortable, not confident. I guess there’s a difference to distinguish. And so, at 5:30am after kissing my partner goodbye. That’s my powerful human body. I lit 12 candles across the kitchen table. 4 Incense sticks. Set my […]

These headlines are killing me

September 6, 2020.Reading time 1 minute.

September. September. This is my season, my month. Fall. The heat takes longer to permeate the air. It feels like hell on Earth. It feels like spiritual warfare. The energy is so thick on this planet that it makes me sweat or cool down the moment I recieve a bit of informations. What kind of […]

Louder

September 2, 2020.Reading time 1 minute.

It is 2020 and this year, everyone is louder. I don’t know where or when the agreement was constructed and signed, I must have missed the private ceremony. If you hate, you hate louder. If you love, you love louder. If you are ignorant, you are ignorant louder. If you kill, you do it louder. […]

Overchoice and the intentional division in America

August 13, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

I have no less than 6 drafts in my WordPress backlog that never made it past 2 sentences. Just different thoughts, headed nowhere fast, ready to use up a small little piece of data. I am trying again tonight. A lot has happened. In the world, in my world, in my country (America). Overchoice or choice overload […]

Time only has meaning on Earth

May 23, 2020.Reading time 7 minutes.

That’s a recurring theme of the NDE’s I’ve been reading over the last few weeks at the Near Death Experience Research Foundation. Your soul, spirit, etc floats above your physical body and time seems meaningless while your awareness is fully realized. The calmness, dark tunnel and the white light at the end. That part is […]

A crumb of justice, two months overdue. Ahmaud Arbery & criminal justice reform rant

May 8, 2020.Reading time 3 minutes.

I am a citizen disgusted, of the United States of America. In case you are not, and unfamiliar with news in this country, there has been a racial divide :forever: and it has left us damaged and divided for as long as America broke free from the reigns of Great Britain. He was gunned down […]

May is different this year. May will never be the same again.

May 5, 2020.Reading time 4 minutes.

I am actually OK. I think. We need less than we realize and we should hold our government to a higher standard. I’ve always felt this way. It was a wild world back in 2009, when I was just graduating high school. It felt so weird and unnatural to me that there was always so […]

Self-care tips during extended lockdowns

April 5, 2020.Reading time 5 minutes.

These are unprecedented times that we are all living in and many people right now are struggling with their mental health, myself included. The collective anxiety we are feeling is real and warranted as we are managing this pandemic through social distancing measures. Many readers have been quarantined for weeks at this point, some for […]