Celestial Gift Jupiter + Saturn Conjunction due December 21st, 2020

December 17, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

For over a thousand years, humans have known that Jupiter and Saturn conjunct in the sky. We have been unraveling the layers of information about the celestial event like a complex onion. The event, it has been discovered, occurs every 20 years and in the sky visible to human, every 800 years. Their next great […]

Vintage Erotica

December 11, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I am too tired for words lately. Stay safe and .. protect your peace. I love you.

The tunnel, the portal, the distance, the light.

December 2, 2020.Reading time 5 minutes.

These are the stories of dying. I read them all the time at NDERF.ORG. Here is my perspective / summary. When your physical body dies, “you” are evacuated from it. This is some kind of a version of reality I accepted for myself a very long time ago. I think it is an improvement, because […]

Pictures, candles, flowers.

November 24, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Images of rooms. Little areas. Spots you can pay attention to and get lost in. Thoughtfully laid out. Pictures, candles, flowers. It’s almost December, 2020. Happy home festivals, be safe out there this year. I love you.

Goddess Energy

November 22, 2020.Reading time 4 minutes.

Today, right now in this moment and in this hour, I am channeling Goddess energy. I feel divine and important. I feel connected to the world. All of the other miracles made of flesh and full of complexity that live here with me. I feel hungry and yet willing to bathe together and eat soup […]

About 8 abandoned drafts

November 19, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

Written since June. It’s been a rough year, hard for me to think, write, create, exist. And that’s OK. I forgive myself for it. Today, I woke up quite early, with the dark sky still hanging around outside. Having coffee with my husband before he’s off to work. Some shared time while the child sleeps. […]

Start a draft- Finding human connection in Boise among a Pandemic

October 26, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

Ignore a draft Start a draft Ignore a draft How long will I play this game? I want to write, I want to speak, to communicate so badly but everything in retrospect just feels so meaningless. I’m going to try this morning. My tea is steeping. It’s 9:43 am. The morning has been long, peaceful […]

Shake

October 21, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Like a leaf. Like a cocktail. Like a earthquake. Like a human with unhealed trauma. I painted this recently and gave it away. Bless you. Hope you are doing the universe’s bidding and finding joy wherever it hides. Stay strong.

Like a slap in the face

October 4, 2020.Reading time 5 minutes.

(personal rant) It is always an interesting thing when the victim advocate is a.. victimizer. When someone uses wealth and status and power to collect people as “friends” that can be abused and gaslight later and called “ungrateful’ for all the help you needed but never asked for. If you have money, if you want […]

Trigger Warning

September 21, 2020.Reading time 2 minutes.

I’m bleeding out of my face. Picking at my thumbs in a fit of almost unprecedented anxiety. My eyes are dry, my throat is dry, I’m a little bit high. Everything is fine so far for us I guess. I’ve been thinking about divine purpose and trying to minimize and share more and love my […]